gizoogle.com. is very silly. that down there is proof.

this is fucking hilarious
the list.

Accepted: Temple, Rutgers, Rowan, Hofstra, Drexel

Waiting: Syracuse, Northwestern, Boston, Penn State, Ithaca, Quinnipiac

so.. I managed to give myself a really slight concussion. yeah.. this morning was.. potentially.. the least fun I've had in a long time.. I think I'm kind of getting better though. cause the nausea is wearing off. which is good. but. yeah. that sucked.

oh snow day gods.. just do it again.. please.. it's easier than cut day. and then I don't have to feel awful about Madame and the french test. but.. then again. if there is school and cut day. I can have fun running around and doing things. like visiting north with rachel. and. hoping that royster and corey don't do like school ID spot checks on people. and if I really need to I can always go to school for the french test. if madame actually gives it. we'll see how many people are in school. but. I really don't think I'm going to anything.

mmk.. waking up in the middle of the night is silly. sleep time for me.

oh man... I was so angry at one point when I was at burkewood today not because of anything about the place or the people though they were all kinda furstrated by that point because Brian was absolutely swamped. Larry was just kind of coming around every once in a while and overseeing stuff and Greg would come in with Larry. Jim would come down and talk and stuff once in a while I ran things up to Stoney like 2-3 times. and otherwise I just did archive stuff for the music project. got like 15-16 done. but. It's more than Fini did.. but. yeah. apparently Brian's getting really annoyed with him. but who knows he could be annoyied with me but he seems not to be. at least so far. and I felt really bad for Matt today because he's finished like everything up and they have to redo an entire project. or well, the entire video for a project because they want different cuts and not the same cuts like they originally said. but. hopefully they won't be there until 2 tonight.

but back to the point. my anger. it was just at people being stupid. and. ugh. stemcells and choice and plan b. well. ok so it was triggered by me reading the school newspaper. blah blah normal stuff north south game tomorrow, the new food thing. some new payment thing, some stuff about parking. and I don't know for some reason reading the Plan B articles just mad me mad. or. moreso. the people's reactions and things. ahhh.. I don't even know. it might have been tiredness from today and feeding into that. and just me getting really mad and. taking it out by doing french homework and archiving things. and listening to Matt do his angry rant. I almost wish I'd stayed later because some stupid fucking car was behind me and beeping at me when it was fucking clear that I was backing in and that makes me angry at my neighbors (not like the close ones the lady probably livesl ike behind the jughandle thing or around the corner but still. and there was that I was reading Le Monde when I was there and looking at news and stuff ant things just kept pissing me off and I'm just in a really weird mood right now.

agh. I could freaking shoot myself. not really. came home. watched weeds. had dinner. going to run off in a bit to watch GA..

but the thing is. like other than that. I'm really cool. except like. randomness. and apps. but I mean. I had an absolutely awesome night last night and everything otherwise has been ok. though I really do need to crack down on Euro in the next 4-5 days. because Major Opp is on Tuesday.

Today. before burkewood. I'm trying to remember.. brought new gym clothes. played pickleball against charlie cheng and his partner. though I think they're getting annoyed with us. well. actually we played with them today cause Aneesha wanted to be on Charlie's team and I was on.. his partner. whos name is unknown's team.. w/e. euro was before that. that was.. talking about homosexuality and the male gender somethingrather... in the renaissance. which was an alright conversation. and after gym. math.. which. I got called to Cook's office for because of choir lab. it'll be nice if that happens every week. missing a portion of math class. also. Cook's office is really on top of things so far this year. it's a little worrisome.. I don't like this whole it being only a few weeks into school and there already being people with calls home about cuts and all that. not that I got one cause the choir lab thing can almost always get you out of trouble. but. I think Julian who went in before me got one.. and.. well. that sucks.

Lunch was edible, went singing in the choir room after. then choir then AP Français. and then passport. which consised. of.. reading more native american stories.

tommor.. probablt NvS game. saterday. Nextfest and maybe something later, and sunday. Hopefully something during the day and then teep and sfp. and monday. studying. hanging out. something.

also.. tomorrowI get to go to school late.. that'll be nice.. now.. it's time for GA. and.. looking over euro. and.. stuff..

oh wow.. I am. so happy.. so so so so so so so so so so so so so happy. I probably won't be so happy when it;s tomorrow and I'm exhausted. but. that's ok. I'm so utterly happy right now.

Regina was the most utterly amazing thing.. ever.. ahhhhhhh.. and she played all of the songs that I wanted her to play. and. she was so adoreable. and I have a shirt! and I am so happy..

I'm so glad that Johannes could come with me. so so so so glad. ahh.. tonight made me so amazingly happy. I really needed this. and. I'm so happy. and. ahhh.. yeah.

I want to go to bed. and get through school tomorrow. and then. go through friday. and see what the hell I'm doing friday night. my plan. seems to be. part of the north south game, and then going to the last kiss with Marla and em? or. watching all of the north south game. or who knows. probably the first thing. and then saterday. nextfest. and I don't know what in the evening. maybe haning out with people. hopefully something. and then sunday. teep then sfp. then je ne sais pas. cause we have a 3 day weeekend. and hopefully I'll get to do something on monday.

mmk.. sleepyliedowntime..

alright. need to be more motivated in general. but today. in the next 2 hours I need to. take a shower! and then clen n ares of my room because.. my computer is moving!!!! which I am intensely happy about. and. then. I shall. go to freehold with Rachel and Liz and Dan. insanity! also. Tomorrow! I'm sleeping over at Marla's. and hopefully after that I'm going to the city. otherwise. I'm going on Monday which could conflict with other plans. but. I don't think it will cause we'll be back by 3 if we go that day but. ahh.. whatever. don't like being in the city on weekdays. well. driving.

mm.. I'm going to try to get a job tomorrow morning. because I want to get that overwith before school starts. and that gives me a week. ugh school in a week. have to finish dorian gray and read my euro. and.. I could read bird by bird but I don't want to.. I want to borrot Utopia from Johannes and read that.. but.. I tink I'll do that after he's read it because he actually has to read it.. I'm also waiting for the fasfa pin thing to show up. because it says that it'll take 2-3 days to email to me.. which is annoying. but it would take 10-14 days in the mail. have to get that finished by midseptember at the latest. and then.. do more scholarship stuff.. oh joy.. my heart is bursting.. I cannot contain myself..

yeah. alright. well. I'm going to shower and clean then find some money before freehold-ing it..

awesomeness: Aditya and Brian Solomon are in my Euro class. if onlyaisha or Divya would switch in we could relive Freshman year's class. also. I got through some more fo Dorian Gray without being too mad at him.. I tend to get really mad at him halfway through a chapter and stop reading for a while. but moreso I dont like lord henrey. because. he angers me. and Dorian is too easily influenced. also. I'm supposed to see Johannes sometime this evening. and, I found a good version of "ezra pound"

I took a nap earlier. but. i'm still kind of tired. but I don't want to sleep again. so I think I'll just find some kind of caffine. thoughI think I may be developing a kind of tolerance. or something. neh.

Finnian's Rainbow, Life Aquatic and Shop Girl are coming tomorrow. and. I was massively amazed to see that Finnian's rainbow was on DVD. and. I was very happy about it. because. it is one of my favorite movies in existance.partially just because it has charm from my childhood. and the songs make me happy. though. it got some bad ratings. and it was fred astare's last dancing movie or something like that. but whatever I liked it. and. yeah..

alright.. time to go..

Ok. so. There's a high possibility that I can go to both Russia and Florida now!!!! So. I'm excited. Mom said that if I get a Job and fundraise for Russia I can go. So. that is exactly what I am going to do. I will work at blockbuster if I have to. even though I really don't want to. I'm thinking of. ok. Anthropologie was hiring. but. I don't know what their age thing is. so I'd have to check that out. I want to know if Barnes and Nobles is hiring because that would be amazing and I would use my discount sooo much. and check out Joann's because Alison works there.  then. otherwise. Just look for anywhere that wil hire me. because having a job wou.d a. make me happy. and b. give me more reasons to get the car once I get my lisence. so. I thnk that'll work out.

I acually had a dream that I had a job last night. I went into some kind of a craft store or something I think they did scrapbooking or something and. whatever. but it was kind of like.. a mini michals. and I went in there for something. but they were a small store and kind of understafed so they asked me to help out with something. then gave me some money. then I came bak the next day and they asked me to help again.a dn then I asked them what timeI should come back the next day and they said 5-9. and I said I would go. but.. I woke up. and I didn't have a job... yeahhh.. odd.

alright. so. today. I am going for a bike ride. and showering. and then. I'm not quote sure. Johannes said he could hang out at somepoit. and Rachel mentioned mabe doing something with Alison if she's free and Liz mentioned Pride and Prejudce. but. I'm not sure what will end up happening. I have to fill out my fasfa form thing today or get a pin for it at least so that we can get college aid things worked out. and scholarships and whatnot. also. want to email syracuse. but. I don't know. need to set up interviews with schools and whatnot.

mm. time to.. do something..

mon dieu... I am. intensely bored.. and tired. so. I might take a nap. but. go.d.. other than.. cleaning. I have.. nothing to do.. ugh.

so. today. went to Market Faire with Rachel and liz and wandered around and then John came and then Senant (sp?) came for a while and then. Noah came! and. it was awesome for the most part. I also saw Tom there which was nice we talked for a while. exchanged schedules. no classes with him I think. but. he's taking princeton counses so. that makes sense. H e might be in my Gym period though. lots of people in my gym period. but I think he's the only one who'll be in health with me. went to bn and hung around looking at random books for a while which was tres fun. and. watched Accepted. which ended up being a lot better than I expected it to be. and it was during that that Noah came! and it was awesome cause I haven't seen Noah in forever. after the movie we got some food. and then walked some more. to brarnes and nobles. and to pip squeak & wilfred for the first time since.. the horrid incident.. but. it was alright.. though. I was nervous. brrr. I don't like them.. >.< and. later to starbucks.. and.. victoria's secret. where they thought we were idiots because. the ipex bras were under a big sign that said ipex. and we asked where they were.... heh... then..  we sat around with milkshakes doodling in rachel's sketchbook until we al started dropping off one by one..

and.. now.. I'm home.. and tired.. and I should be reading oscar wilde. and the massive ammounts of homoeroticism that can be found in his book. but.. I don't feel like it.. and. my parents wil get angry if I take a nap.. but I think that I will anyway.

oh! and I got to wear the awesome hat today. and. I had my hair in braids which was amusing because I haven't done that in a long time. I think I'll do it again sometime. maybe if tomorrow night I go and do something with Rachel and Alison and Liz and people. going to see Johannes sometime tomorrow. not sure when. as he's sleeping over at.. Andy's house.. oo! depending on what my maman says I might be able to sleep over in marla's doem either friday or saturday night ^^ which would be tres awesome.

alright.. time for me to... lie down.. and read dorian gray. and maybe watch particles of truth again..

well.. Like Water for Chocolate.. didn't take long at all to read.. in fact.. I'm finished.. and.. I'm hoping that Dorien gray gos half as quickly as that did. but i'm assuming that it won't. I should probably put post its in somewhere as well. but. I don't feel like it. so. I'm reading the books in order of how quickly I think that they'll go. or how much I think I'll like them. I think I'l like Dorian Gray. it'll just take me longer. and.. Bird by Bird.. I have a feeling. that I will dislike. strongly. ugh.  but.. we'll see when I finally break down and buy it.

hmm.. today's been very nice.. read during the morning. got almost to the end of LWFC. and took a shower. went to Johannes' around 11. and hung out there until 3ish.. which was v. nice. went to dd and then ate at wicoff. mm.. came home and made Samosas and Pastina cooked in chicken broth. came upstairs, finishe LWFC and ate and listened to music and then. watched Born into Brothels all the way through and it was quite good. the photography was beautiful.

mm.. kind of tired..but.. had a good day.. have to try to do laundry and work on scholarships tomorrow morning. and finalizing a college list.. ugh..

I should be asleep right now... but. sadly. I am not. I'm awake.. because I was going to take the dog. but for some reason. my dad did it for me.

nothing exciting for today.. hopefully I'll end up doing something.. oo.. Aditya's Driving test is today.

I guess until I find something to do. I shall read Like Water for Chocolate. and. then try to start Dorian Gray. but. teother book is going a lot more quickly. and maybe some euro reading. and.. laundry.. gah.. need to figure out lunch stuff for next year. also.. go around and look for hiring places. ugh. money.

sleep is good. I'm not sure quite when I gell asleep last night. because I kind of passed out.. :( but.. I think it was earlisr than usual.. and. that gave me slightly more rest. even though.. I woke up at like... 5:38.. I got bak to sleep for another.. 20-ish minutes..

alright.. time to read. or nap. or something..

watched Q video. wasn't terrible. went to target. got 2 folders. and 2 notebooks I like them a lot. came home. went to Johannes' and watched reefer madnes which was a lot of fun. .. listen to jesus jimmy.. oo.. also got to look at pictures from Deutschland! which were nice. Kerwa.. Johannes' dad's birthday party.. which.. had food that looked v. good. and cool table settings. and also Berlin! which. has a big train station. for some reason. when I was looking at the pictures of the train station. I kept thinking that I'd read about the train station. or it being builrt or watched a documentary on it or something. but I think I'm mixing it up with the one about Grand Central.

hmm.. today went bowling with Johannes, Liz, Rachel and John and that was fun. interessant. and.. I played galaga once before leaving. though. I pressed start for galaga when I meant to press start for ms.pacman. it was ok. then walked to dairy queen. got. things. well. everyone else got things. I just kind of. didn't had a bide of Johannes' blizzard thing.. then. climbed a tree. and hung around until 4. when we went home.. and. after that. went to sam's club. bought nothing. got a few samples. then went out to dinner.

and.. now I'm home.. and probably going to watch Born into Brothels soon.. and.. neh.. just feel kind of out of it. parents keep acking if something's wrong. and. I'm kind of like.. it's really not.. I'm just.. blahhh.. I should go take a nap..

fuck. the DVD from Q is here.. ugh. Don't want to watch that. ugh ugh ugh. parents want to watch it. mother is going to get annoyed abuot me having a fcebook and myspace. but. she'll forget. but still. annoyed. and. ugh. really don't want to watch it. I don't even use my myspace anymore. it's just. there. ugh.

really don't feel like watching that. watching Reefer Madness + Johannes sometime this weekend. and. probably going to get Bird by Bird and some notebooks for school. which will be good.

ugh.. Q watching.. ugh.

hmm.. so I feel better. oh man. Requiem.. is a really depresing movie.. Drugs.. are bad..

today.. I'm not quite sure what I'm doing. because I was going to go to the city I think with my parents. but I think that there's a very good chance that they will be intensely exhausted because for some reason they're both on the couches and not in their bed which is v. strange. and because mom is on a couch. she's going to be cranky and her back might hurt. so I think we'll probably end up staying home today. hopefully hanging out with people or something. I'l maybe make some calls. see who's free.

FYES. there's a music theory class during my pd. 1 study hall. and that means. that I have to take choir lab out of gym sometimes. which means that if chapin doesn't show up for choir lab which happens sometimes I can wander.or leave. yeah. that was a nice realization. thank you other people's profiles. unless it's chorale. in which case. she'll expect study hapople to come a lot. hmm..
but if chorale is 3rd. then. I have no lesson time. w/e. we'll see how she ends up doing the schedule. she might do the student lesson leader thing again.

the teep thing was cancelled dur to. not enough people being able to come. I think I'm getting used to this waking up at 6:15 thing.. I'll have to gradually make it earlier and ealier. as. I think I'll try for somewhere between 5 and 5:30 for when morning show starts. Taleked to Aditya yesterday.. man.. so messed up. Advanced isn't even in his schedule. he aslo has his road test monday. so I think after that he'll be going to the school to sort things out. but that's messed up. hopefully he'll work it out.

alright.. that's it  for now...

man.. je ne sais pas.mais je me sens triste maintenaint. et. je vais voir "Requiem for a Dream" et. je pense que ça me fera plus triste. mais. je ne sais pas. maman retourn chez moi maintenaint. je ne sais pas. j'ectrive tres mal maintenaint. mais ce m'en fait pas.. ugh..

mais j'aurais un tres bien journee.

fin..

so. pro's and cons of my schedule. my afternoon. going to be relaxing. other than AP french. but. on final days. it will be great. I will come in fro AP french. unless I'm exempt. which I plan to be. but otherwsise. I don't have to come in. though. I bet I will comeon for Broadcast because I'll be sad if I don't see everyone again. and I'm massively happy to have Broadcast in my schedule.I want to change my semester course.. because.. I don't feel like taking passport to world. I shoudld have taken something amusing. like monsters. or. well. yeah. anything. though. I don;t have duchossios at al. so no more annoying grading. though.I do have Hudack again. and. she's kindof airheady. but nice. I could have taken.. search for self.. haha. and. sheller is very nice. I just wouldn't feel like sharing. anything about myself with the entire class. so. it would be like. hmm.. lets make up stuff. class. we'll see what my GC says is available when I go to see her on the first day of school.

my morning should be ok. I'm alright with taking gender roles 2nd half of the year. you get to do the play thing. so that should be ok. and studyhall being in the morning is kind of annoying becaue once morning show starts. I won;t be able to even come in late. but. w/e. it'll be ok. Euro! will hopefully he good. I need to find out when other people have euro because.. they have to be in my class. and by other people I mean like Aditya and anyonre else who's taking euro. PE.. is the same period as Johannes and Alison have study hall. so if I ever feel like cutting out early before lunch or something. maybeI'll go over there. and then precalc. precalc.I'm looking foreward to. because.I'll have Collura. and all I have are good memories of Mr Collura's class because he would let Rasha and I do whatever we felt like because we knew what the hell was going on in the class as opposed to everyone else. so.I think that will go pretty well. though. I really wanted to take stat. because having Ashton would be awesome. getting Collura again is close. and. maybe I'll just buy a stat book.and take the AP test.

so. honestly. other than the LA courses. I like my schedule. well. no. I' don't exactly like it. but it's not too bad. and my locker isn't too bad either. I think it's in theat first one where Jaishan's was. I like most of my teachers. well.. Madame..I'm stuck with... but. she's probably the best french teacher in the school. at actually teaching french. though she doesn't teach in as effective a way as M. Ray. and hopefully.. Anne will be in my French class! when she switches. because that would make me massively happy. and. I miss her in french class.. Aisha's in French and PE with me which is kind of like freshman year so that'll be good. and. there are a lot of people who I haven't checked with yet.

hmm.. well  today.. I'm planning to bring some stuff to Emily like the Regina CD thatI am making for her to partake of. and we can have a trade off. and then. later on I shall probablt go to Johannes' and hang aroung there. and hopefully Reefer Madness will come before then so that we can watchit. if not.. I'll.. come back and get it. because. it's reefer madness. netflix = v. good with this whole new movies coming thing. Requiem and Reefer madness ar supposed to arrive today. and. afteer them. I'll get Born into Brothels which I've wanted to see for SO LONG. and Rang de Basanti. but. I might take that off. because Vaidehi said that she had it and that I could borrow it. which would be awesome. and I could get a movie that mom wants to appease her. and. woah awesomeness. Marla met Trishna. which is crazy insane.

mm..  so today should be good.. ^^  and. awesomeness. I get to go out to lunch next year! that makes me happy. and causes excitement. because... that means.. I don't have to stay sat school.. and eat crazy school food. I  could get things that either cost less for better food. or just better food in general. which is awesome. once I get my lisence and steal dad's car. I'm definitely going to whole foods one of these days.  I love how I know how to get places from school now. it's nice.. dad got me a duo soda thing from outside of Acme yesterday. it amused me. cause I cooked Samosas and had a Duo. though. I realized one thing. I have to find me Tamarind Chutney. and. I remembered that hot oil is dangerous. then you cook with it. you should let it cool down before pouring it into the sink. because. it spalatters. I have a small burn on my arm. but. I put toothpaste on it. so. no blister! but. yeah. it's been a few months since I last made them. so hot oil safety is back.. I feel bad for Bell. I think it freaked her out.

also. something intyensely deresing happened yesterday.. Pluto is no longer a planet.. it is.. a Dwarf planet. along with one of it's moons. and some other thing called Xena. and. though it amuses me greatly that there is a Dwarf Planet named Xena. I still think that Pluto should be a planet.. just because. I liked having 9.. :( ok.. earthshattering depressing moment over..

alright.. so.. I'm going to go.. attempt to read some more euro. and then take a bike ride and a shower before going to Johannes' and stuff like that. ^^

1. S1. Study hall. S2. Gender Roles hns. (that may or may not change)
2. AP Euro!  Bond, who else.
3. PE. Q2 Health.. Miller..  (want royster...)
4. Precalc. Collura!
5. Broadcast Writing!
6. Concert Choir. ....
7. AP French
8. S1. Pass to world. (definitely going to change.. I hope.. ick..) S2. study hall.


so. there it is. went to school and got it. along with my euro book.. which.. is.. I'm.. just. going to go to someone's house. and use theirs. well. no. I'll use mine. just. I can have study things with other people.. have to ask Otiv what kind of book he got. oo! and what period he has advanced! and radio study hall..


and now.. Alison's supposed to come at some point. so. I shall leave.

getting yelled at about scholarships..is not fun.. so.. I'm playing music loudly and looking at them  to attempt to make myself feel better. whatever.

and my fucking guidance councilor won't pick up the phone. well. actually. the entire guidance place won't pick up thep hone. so fuck them. ugh.

screw it. I'm just going to go to school. I really need to get my euro book anyway.

hopefully by the time the afternoon comes today will be going better.