oh man... I was so angry at one point when I was at burkewood today not because of anything about the place or the people though they were all kinda furstrated by that point because Brian was absolutely swamped. Larry was just kind of coming around every once in a while and overseeing stuff and Greg would come in with Larry. Jim would come down and talk and stuff once in a while I ran things up to Stoney like 2-3 times. and otherwise I just did archive stuff for the music project. got like 15-16 done. but. It's more than Fini did.. but. yeah. apparently Brian's getting really annoyed with him. but who knows he could be annoyied with me but he seems not to be. at least so far. and I felt really bad for Matt today because he's finished like everything up and they have to redo an entire project. or well, the entire video for a project because they want different cuts and not the same cuts like they originally said. but. hopefully they won't be there until 2 tonight.

but back to the point. my anger. it was just at people being stupid. and. ugh. stemcells and choice and plan b. well. ok so it was triggered by me reading the school newspaper. blah blah normal stuff north south game tomorrow, the new food thing. some new payment thing, some stuff about parking. and I don't know for some reason reading the Plan B articles just mad me mad. or. moreso. the people's reactions and things. ahhh.. I don't even know. it might have been tiredness from today and feeding into that. and just me getting really mad and. taking it out by doing french homework and archiving things. and listening to Matt do his angry rant. I almost wish I'd stayed later because some stupid fucking car was behind me and beeping at me when it was fucking clear that I was backing in and that makes me angry at my neighbors (not like the close ones the lady probably livesl ike behind the jughandle thing or around the corner but still. and there was that I was reading Le Monde when I was there and looking at news and stuff ant things just kept pissing me off and I'm just in a really weird mood right now.

agh. I could freaking shoot myself. not really. came home. watched weeds. had dinner. going to run off in a bit to watch GA..

but the thing is. like other than that. I'm really cool. except like. randomness. and apps. but I mean. I had an absolutely awesome night last night and everything otherwise has been ok. though I really do need to crack down on Euro in the next 4-5 days. because Major Opp is on Tuesday.

Today. before burkewood. I'm trying to remember.. brought new gym clothes. played pickleball against charlie cheng and his partner. though I think they're getting annoyed with us. well. actually we played with them today cause Aneesha wanted to be on Charlie's team and I was on.. his partner. whos name is unknown's team.. w/e. euro was before that. that was.. talking about homosexuality and the male gender somethingrather... in the renaissance. which was an alright conversation. and after gym. math.. which. I got called to Cook's office for because of choir lab. it'll be nice if that happens every week. missing a portion of math class. also. Cook's office is really on top of things so far this year. it's a little worrisome.. I don't like this whole it being only a few weeks into school and there already being people with calls home about cuts and all that. not that I got one cause the choir lab thing can almost always get you out of trouble. but. I think Julian who went in before me got one.. and.. well. that sucks.

Lunch was edible, went singing in the choir room after. then choir then AP Français. and then passport. which consised. of.. reading more native american stories.

tommor.. probablt NvS game. saterday. Nextfest and maybe something later, and sunday. Hopefully something during the day and then teep and sfp. and monday. studying. hanging out. something.

also.. tomorrowI get to go to school late.. that'll be nice.. now.. it's time for GA. and.. looking over euro. and.. stuff..