gizoogle.com. is very silly. that down there is proof.

this is fucking hilarious
the list.

Accepted: Temple, Rutgers, Rowan, Hofstra, Drexel

Waiting: Syracuse, Northwestern, Boston, Penn State, Ithaca, Quinnipiac

Ok. so. There's a high possibility that I can go to both Russia and Florida now!!!! So. I'm excited. Mom said that if I get a Job and fundraise for Russia I can go. So. that is exactly what I am going to do. I will work at blockbuster if I have to. even though I really don't want to. I'm thinking of. ok. Anthropologie was hiring. but. I don't know what their age thing is. so I'd have to check that out. I want to know if Barnes and Nobles is hiring because that would be amazing and I would use my discount sooo much. and check out Joann's because Alison works there.  then. otherwise. Just look for anywhere that wil hire me. because having a job wou.d a. make me happy. and b. give me more reasons to get the car once I get my lisence. so. I thnk that'll work out.

I acually had a dream that I had a job last night. I went into some kind of a craft store or something I think they did scrapbooking or something and. whatever. but it was kind of like.. a mini michals. and I went in there for something. but they were a small store and kind of understafed so they asked me to help out with something. then gave me some money. then I came bak the next day and they asked me to help again.a dn then I asked them what timeI should come back the next day and they said 5-9. and I said I would go. but.. I woke up. and I didn't have a job... yeahhh.. odd.

alright. so. today. I am going for a bike ride. and showering. and then. I'm not quote sure. Johannes said he could hang out at somepoit. and Rachel mentioned mabe doing something with Alison if she's free and Liz mentioned Pride and Prejudce. but. I'm not sure what will end up happening. I have to fill out my fasfa form thing today or get a pin for it at least so that we can get college aid things worked out. and scholarships and whatnot. also. want to email syracuse. but. I don't know. need to set up interviews with schools and whatnot.

mm. time to.. do something..

I hate SAT's. I absoloutely despise them. but even more than SAT's I despise practice tests on the computer. because first of all. they are nothing like the actual test because I can type a hell of a lot quicker than I can write an esay caushing my score to be skeewd wve though that section doesn't really matter that much. it's still masively annoying. and. I just really don't like the computer voice.. at all.. but. in order to not be grounded for the rest of the summer I am going to take one today. and then at some point I'm going to watch Boondock Saints with Johannes. TomorrowI get to see Marla as I need to see her before she leaves. and that's soon. though. her leaving is bringing her closer to me. that's. ok. heh. I still won't be able to see her as much because she will be lacking a car.

there's also the fact that last year afte SAT's when I returned to my fatehr the laptop that has the SAT program on it. hw proceeded to.. put it somewhere.. and forget where it is.. so.. now.. I have to wait.. until it is found.. ick.. I guess I'll go downstairs and check. I'll write about yesterday later.

and I can't stop listening to this song.. it's about the moon radiating over everything. It also makes me really want to watch High Fidelity again, because. it's on the High Fidelity soundtrack.. i've been listening ot it.. all night.. mm.. last night was nice..

alright.. time to venture downstairs and check.

I can't stand college. it just really is depressing me right now. as is the prospect of having to take SAT's again in october. but the fact that I beat both of my cousins makes me kind of happy. even though I shouldn't be. but I really need to get into a decent college. ugh.

and. Johannes needs to come home. well. I mean. he will. in a week or less. but I miss him.... ;-;

*le sigh...*

well. last night ended up hanging out with Alison and Bob which was fun.. made me kind of miss Johannes more.. but that's ok. we walked around princeton. were going to taste olive oil ice cream at the bent spoon just to see what it was like. but failed to do that as they didn't have it. so bob got ice cream and Alison and I shared Baklava then we walked around... went in banana republic. thoughI think that was before. psh. order. went and got food at a place near the salty dog. then walked to panera to stare at people through the window of the "private conference room" they should really get blinds. and then proceeded to go to the fountain and walk around it and these random kids were thereswiming-ish in the fountain. then.. we drove to south and Alison and I stood out the moon roof for a bit then we went home. and I proceeded to pass out. I think.

it's kind of sad. I don't think I've seen my mom in a couple days cause I fell asleep before she got home yesterday and she was gone when I woke up this morning. but I'm going to go work for her in about an hour. so everything will work out. woo for making money.

one v. v. v. v. v. exciting thing though....... *drumrollll...*

Regina tickets go on pre-sale in half an hour!!!!!!!!!!

^^

h'okay.. done..

man.. it feels like I haven't talked to anyone in weeks. ugh. got a new cellphone yesterday which was nice. it's pretty.. yeah.. so yeaterday I went to the doctor for my neck rash thing and she said it was probably an allergic reaction.. to something.. not quite sure what.. oh joy. yeahhh.. after that went to the verizon store, got benadryl so now the reaction's pretty much gone and came home. and later took a nap/kinda passed out..

ahhhhh.. dunno. Syracuse family-wise was alright did a photo shoot-ish thing with Aunt Mary Catherine. that went well. got shots that my parents liked and I liked some of them. Uncle Sal came in unexpectedly and that was nice. good to see him, good to see Aunt Donna and people. yeah.. just kind of hung around, had dinner on saturday night. bill stuff got kinda crazy but we worked everything out. and before that visited the university and went shopping at Carousel mall and then by the armory after market. overall the trip went alright..

the university was amazing. we had a really nice tour guide which was awesome. and the studio was really big. well i mean. they had two and I didn't get to see all of newhouse (also newhouse III isn't finished being built yet but it will be by the time I would get to go there) it was just really amazing.. mm.. I want to go there but. I still have to check out a lot of other schools. will probably go see BU, maybe USC if my parents will let me go to california, northwestern.  parents want me to look at UConn but I'm quite against it. meh. we'll see what happens.

oh. for everyone I have a new cellphone. so. I might have your phone number. but there is a good chance that
I do not. if you can either comment it. or email it to neontwilight@gmail.com

I'm tired.. and have to take more benadryl.. so we'll see how that goes..

hmm.. alright. so the past two days have been fairly awesome.

Yesterday, woke up. took a shower and was going to hang out with Johannes, but he'd fallen asleep. so. waited for him to shower and then we hung out for a while and that was quite nice. was a v. good morning-afternoon.

then came home a bit before 3 and hung around with dad.. until a little before 6 when Marla came and collected me to go to Emily's so that we could watch Grey's Anatomy! which. I now adore. meaning that we're definitely having a disc 2 of the first season marathon sometime soon. we also got chinese food which was v. good. mm.. and. we were acting. quite lesbionic. haha. oh we are silly girls when we are sleepy.. Marla's friend's philosophy must be true. haha..

got home from that and was put into a slightly bad mood by my parents who started talking to me about college just at a bad time (of course. when I was in a good mood) ending with my mother yelling "you're going to end up at rutgers" at me. went upstairs. registered for syracuse open house on the 4th. read a little bit and went to sleep.

woke up in a slightly eh mood because of the previous night, then just kind of felt better later in the morning, took a shower, went over to Johannes' where we watched Chasing Amy and then played games. like Memory! which I haven't played in a very long time.. and dominos.  well. we learned many ways to play dominos. and hung out and whatnot. it was quite good. then went to dunkin donuts and got some donuts and went to the park and ate them.. it was a good day overall.

came home. and wanted pizza for dinner.. so we ordered some and picked it up and now mom's home and we might watch Pride and Prejudice at some point. if she's not too tired. and tomorrow.. *drumrolllll* I get to see Melinda!!!!! for the first time in foreverrrr. which is massively awesome. we'll go to nyc. and then. come back. and. she shall.. find a place to sleep.. but it'll be good.

alright.. time to.. relax. and read. and write and listen to music... and all that good stuff..

oh wow.. I've been looking at the syracuse web page.. gah.. I might have to take another year of science. but I really don't want to.. I'll have to check out the requirements for newhouse.. but I really want to get in there. I signed up for their info program yesterday.

have to finish 2 SAT tests by the end of the week.. going to be fun. should have done one last night as i had barely any homework. but.. that's alright. i'll figure everything out. I should read the psychoanalisys essay for heart of darkness..

but now I'm reading wicked. and I like it. and It's probably going to take precedence over school books.. though.. i'll probably just read farenheight over the course of next weekend.. as i've read half of it already and it shouldn't be too hard to do.. I just have to take notes.. ooh.. and pretend to have taken notes on the other 4 criticisms for today.. I'll just summarize from memory..

and.. I should get dressed sometime.. so.. that's it.

Wow. tonight was insane.. went to the pitchforks concert at north.. they were amazing.. wow.. I'd want to visit duke just to hear them more. but I finally got one of them to say something positive about Syracuse.. and its amazing communications department. and of course, somehow I'll go to grad school at columbia. anyway. They were absolutely amazing. Wow.. So, after that, I went to see She's the Man with Caitlyn. and it was interesting.. more amusing than I thought it would be. like.. a very strange.. bend it like beckham.. but with some gender confusion. and Rahul called earlier.. but I missed it by one minute.. and he didn't pick up when I called back..

so.. today.. was alright, the past few days have been ok. high points, low points and all that. but overall ok I guess.. pretty good even.. SAT's in 2 weeks.. not gonna be fun.. but at least I'll get them overwith. and then only a month until AP exams.. that'll be.. not so much fun, but that'll definitely make things easier until the end of the year.. and AP Play! which should hopefully be fun, though I'm a junior and will get sucky parts, but it'll be lots of fun.

I should really start asking teachers for recomendations.. meh.. I'll think about that later..

tomorow.. have to sing at the help club thing for teep.. then maybe go to the city.. if we can.. then sunday.. is silent auction.. oh.. joy... not really.. I'm not so much into it.. especially the attire.. but, there's nothing I can do.

and.. I should really try to go to sleep sometime.. like now..

mmmmmmff...

so tired... having issues being able to nap..

back hurts sooo much..

and there's no food.. ;-;

Rahul's at home with new furniture that he had to leave early to get..

math project, I've forgot most of what we're supposed to be doing it on, think its synthetic division..

apus opp wasn't so bad today..

northie's gone to washington..

seniors are back..

it's march.. and there's a glimmer of summer for now...

mm.. syracuse games coming up.. going to be crazy.. have to go visit the school sometime too.. silly college..

mm.. time for me to go find some applejacks or take a nap..

not exactly the best day.. I was just in a bad mood I guess. I feel like I snapped a lot. shouldn't let that happen anymore.

got a little better when I got home. watched about half of paheli, then started playing SSX tricky with dad when he got home. that was nice. have to get good at that game again. It's been a long while since I've played. contemplating reading born confused again.

got all this college mail to sort through now.. ack. we'll see how it goes.

for some reason I feel really really happy and accomplished after spending a good ammount of my time cooking. especially new things that I havent cooked before. I mean. I'd feel accomplished after making a lasagna. but never the same kind of accomplished asI had the first time I cooked one alone. I cant wait to go to college. There're so many things I want to try to cook. yeah. cooking makes me happy.. I need my own kitchen someday.. mmhmm..

The more I look at my icon. the more I absolutely freaking adore it. It's so... not me. but so rediculously me at the same time. I have no idea what I'm talking about.

one major perk about my in-between cellphone. is that it doesnt die after talking off a charger for half an hour. that's pretty awesome.

I need to find out where to buy mango powder. and. mangos.. mm. next time mon pere goes out shopping I'm completely going along for a bit or sending him in search of not too ripe but ripe enough mangos. as. they're so freaking wonderful. and they had some at the desi corner today. but they weren't ripe enough.. I want to go back to whole foods.. probably overpriced but delicious 99 cent mangos. and nice people giving out free samples of warm apple cider. we really need to buy some of that.

my bedroom's getting that freezing thing that it gets every fall/winter. damn being the second coldest room in the house. after the downstairs bathroom. that's just freaking freezing. we keep drinks in there it's so cold. I would invest in a spaceheater. but. well. knowing me. I'd forget to turn it off and burn my house down.

alright. that's it. gotta go help with dinner stuff.

I think I may freeze if they make us run outside today..

I'm going to die when I go to college. all the places I've looked at except emory, columbbia snd NYU are freezing.. damn you McGill and Syracuse and Ithaca. well. we'll see. It cant be that bad. at least I'll get snow. and lots of it.

McGill people were at school yesterday. talked to this lady. and it seemed like a really amazing campus. I'm definitely going to apply there. I just have to get better in Pysics and hopefully this Major Opp'll bring up my AP US grade. dam you DBQ. I'm glad my grade was at the point where it was when I took it because otherwise it would be baaad now.

so. I'm done. and freezing.

so. yesterday. was good. though I basically sat around. in my house studying and phoning and tv-ing most of the day due to the fact that I couldnt go out. it was still good. basically this week. is psat study time accortding to my parent. but honestly. I really dont have to study so It's basically studying for other things. as. tonight will be physics night. could be math too. but. no. that's pointless. math at this moment is, I think, too easy to really study for. I just want to kill that class for the rest of this year. so. it'l be good. DBQ was today for AP US. I didnt get to a conclusion.. not so good. I got. well. almost 3 full pages which is pretty good for my handwriting. but I know I should have done better. and I could have done a lot better I think. It'll be like the first test. once I know what's basically expected of me. I'll do a lot better. and I'm doing the extra credit anyway just to make sure I end up with an A in tht class. hopefully next year I can do all A's and get out of all my final's like Julian did for a bunch of his last year. sadly. I cant do that this year.. nothing else was really that hard today. today's one of my good days. tomorow. ew. physics first. but. otherwise. things'll be good. I just need to finish taking notes on the packet which I'm gonna get to right after I finish this.

choir. I dont know. I was just tired and in a slightly bad mood. well. no. the entire last part of the day kind of had me in a bad mood. like after art of the essay. french class was amusing. sam weber fell asleep and sham stood up and pointed to him then M. Ly tried to wake him up with a question and he answered it. but whatever. I wish I had noaman again. I wish she would teach AP next year. she'd be one of my best bets to write a recomendation letter. her, stuart and duchossios. they're the main people I'm hoping for. if I was in pirate players I'd be hoping for Gilpin to write me one. or if I had him again this year. but. yeah. I wish Mr. Ray was still here. he could write me one too. grr people retiring. just baed on even how much better I've gotten at actually doing my homework from freshman year.

afterschool was alright. hung around in the library. read like 3 paragraphs in french for no reason. I should really bring the french books I have to school sometime so I have something interesting to read. and so I can get a better french voacb. went to crew for a litt.e I really need to tell people to start bringing in props. and well. find whaever props I can in the prop closet. maybe I can get people to help me one day afterschool. cause I mean. books are really easy to find. they're mainly in the building process now. I wish we could do it on saturdays. oh. this saturday. is psat's. oh joy. after'll be fun tough. I'll probably go out or something. my goal soon. is to write a story in second person. just cause I think It'd be interesting to see how it turns out. I wonder if the only parts you can use are you because if you're talking outside the reader can you use they. also to write one in the dramatic pov. which isnt so hard. I wrote one like that in 8th grade. toobad I never finished that one I remember I think YY liked that.

mmm.. tonight's college night. i'm not sure if I'm going. I might just ask dad to go and look at some of the booths of the colleges that I want to look at. next time we go to Syracuse I'm checking out that campus and probably the time after that I'll look at Ithaca. NYU. I'll just have to schedule a visit or ask about open houses. and McGill. well. I'll have toplan for that one too. maybe spring break.

gah. I'm done with all this. physics ish now so I dont have to do it later and worry about the wrath of bondonna.

my birthday is in 2 weeks. veritable awesomeness. but. sadly. it makes people start to ask me what I want. and. that question sucks. if I get a request I'll make a list like my mom told me to. but. I'm too lazy for now. mom's freaking out about all the party preparation stuff. centerpieces and stuff like that. it's insane. but it'll be fun.

anyone want to tell me music suggestions...? cause I suck. and I have no idea what to tell my dad to play. and. I have to make a list. and I dont know what the hell to play at a party. so help would be maaaaaaaaaajorly appreciated.


today's been really good so far. I'm not even exactly sure why. I just woke up in an absolutely awesome mood from being happy last night and everything. I'm just happy because of all that. then. watched Dhoom and that was alright. my dad would like it. he likes movies like that. went downstairs, hung around with the puppy for a while took her out, went upstairs. and worked on some physics. still working on that. I think I have to go to teep tonight. and. at the moment I have mixed feelings about that. cause. I want it to be on another night. as. there are things on on sunday nights that I hate missing. aka. radio show. as. that's my routine. and. grr to messing up routines. especially ones I like.

so. projects for today and tomorow include.. finishing physics, notes on ch 9 for art of the essay, getting ready for my DBQ that's tuesday. dad wants me to go to 6 flags tomorow with annsophie. but. I dont know if I'll be able to with teep tonight and the work I have to do. trying to get my room seriously cleaned. organized my folder this morning. have to put a lot of stuff in my physics binder which'll end up just being a storage vessel in my locker. probably the only thing that I'll ever really keep in my real locker other than my autour de la literature french book. yet another thing that I barely ever need.

mm.. so I'll have to get back to physics now. and. that's it. getting colleges I want to visit narrowed down so that's good. so far Syracuse, Ithaca, Temple, NYU, Brown of course would be amazing. but probably wouldnt happen. but those seem pretty good and geared towards what I want right now. they all have journalism, marketing and music education.

gah. I dont want to go tomorow. but I think I'll have to. parents want me to get at least the money's worth out of the season pass.. grr.

I'm supposed to have princeton review at some point today. I have no idea when. I just want to go and get it overwith. but apparently it's not in the morning. which makes me angry. because it has potential to kill my evening. but I have no idea when it really is. I might stop by the flea market later to see if there's anything at a low price that I feel like buying. I really need a job. I really need to get a college book and start looking into the places that I actually want to visit this summer. college board.com is... decent. but it doesnt really have everything I need on it. I really just want to get through this year, get it overwith, everything. I want to do my college searching this summer, read about places I'm interested. get a concrete idea of what I want to major in. so. I'm done with that.

mom's getting bagels. mmm. this weekend seems like it's going to be going really slow-ish ly. no real plans. going to ask the teep girls if there's any night other than sunday that could possibly work for us. well. for me. cause I want to listen to the radio show. but also. because I have to go up to Syracuse a lot more whis year with the whole moving grandma into her new house thing and getting the eastwood house cleared out. I mean. a lot of that is done. but we still need to get through EVERYTHING at the eastwood house. and all that. I'll miss that place. but it is an inconvenience, the whole teep sunday thing. cause we're never back in time for rehersal. so. I'll try to talk to Grace and peoples about that tomorow.

ahh. done.